Day 195 of Teaching

Is it this hard for every teacher? When I cover a new topic every 2 days, I need to put in about 4-5 hours of research (which I don’t have in my non-contact time) for each topic. And sometimes I have 3 different topics. Should summer break just be treated as working from home days? And when students just ignore you and treat you as invisible, is that normal? They care more about what their friends think anyway.

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I JUST GOT A WORDPRESS AND I’M LIKIN’ IT!

Ai Lyn is thinking about how sucky she is at building relationships with the people around her.

So so so tired. I was in school for more than 10 hours today and was on the road for an hour.

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 10 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
Lai Teng. I thought I had to go to the orthodontist today but it was actually next week.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
(assuming this is referring to facebook) SCANNAH SCANNED IT. In my ‘rents room.

03. Your relationship status?
(on facebook) Is married, but yeah.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yep.

05. What is your current mood?
Idk. I’m anticipating American Idol in 2 hours. =D

06. How many siblings do you have?
1 older sister and 1 younger brother.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

This is a weird survey question.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere… 5 minutes away in someone’s room.

09. Have a crazy side?
Yeah. If crazy=laughing when there’s nothing funny.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
I’m always near death. God could take me away anytime just like *that*.

11. Something you do a lot?
Use the Internet. HEH. Listen to music and playing music.

12. Angry at anyone? 

Yes. In the frustrated sense.

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
STUPID BRICK WALL.

14. When was the last time you cried?
Hmmmmmmmmmm. I think a few days ago. Watching a movie. xD

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
There SHOULD be.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
How it would be good if I could fall asleep SOON and not have to lie in bed doing nothing waiting to fall asleep.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Rehanna. Ahhh “we’ll figure it out later” lol.

18. What is your favorite song?
I have a lot. And it changes from time to time. Most probably some songs by Switchfoot, or Relient K, Coldplay, Keane, Paramore and The Rocket Summer.

19. What are you doing right now?
Procrastinating on doing holiday homework by doing this.

20. Who do you trust right now?
God.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Grandma. xD

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope. I used to kiss my dad and mom good night though. Now it’s just my mom. 😀

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Well, close friends’d be Zian and Zara.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Blessed.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
WELL. Someone older than me.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Homework. Practicing violin.

27. What are you listening to?
I was listening to James Morrison- Wonderful World because before that I was listening non-stop to that 1 minute and 30 seconds cover of it by Alex Lambert. 🙂 (who, unfortunately got kicked off AI. he was my favourite. D: )

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
I don’t remember.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? 

Yeahhhh I don’t remember.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Sometimes.

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black lo.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My dad. He was using this device that you can use to measure the temperature of anything just by pointing at it and pressing the button to measure his temperature. So he was pointing it at his armpits and in his mouth and yeaaaaaaaaah you don’t really need to  know this.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Someone who *I* will never make sad. Or have any effect on whatsoever.

34. What do you hear?
My wooden fishies dangling from my ceiling knocking each other cause of the air from the aircond.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight but not completely straight. Slightly wavy.

36. Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
O.o

37. Do you have a best friend? 

I think so yeah.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope. Ewww. Cooties. (is it weird that I only heard of cooties when I was like a preteen? lol)

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? 

Yes. =D <——– see?

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Hahahah yeah I used to have to change from my school uniform into normal clothes back when I was in the afternoon session for school because there’d be Easter Conference in the Burma Road church and my parents would pick me up from school and go straight there.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
I should be.

42. Are you currently jealous?
Yes.

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?
Ear-lings.

44. What were you doing on friday night?

Hummm. Watching American Idol. xD

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope.

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I hope not. Hahah.

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Not really.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Eye doctor cause of my double vision which is still bad. and getting worse.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2.30 am. I love youtube.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
NUP.

will you feel anything at all

I don’t like it when the someone I want to be there for  and for me isn’t there for me.


I don’t like it when you say something serious to someone and all you get is a laugh.


I don’t like it when I feel like making lists like this. But it’s because I can’t tell you all these things because you’re not in the mood to listen.

Copied from Za. Cuz she’s too lazy to tag anyone.

[1] How old will you be in 3 years?

: 19 (gosh that’s old. :S) (in Ai Lyn years, that is)

[2] Will you be married then?

: Nah. It’d be cool if I was though. xD

[3] Who was the last person you hugged?

: Hummm. Zara. That creep.

[4] What does the last text message say?

: Yay. Our spm? Next year? Stupid laaaaaa.

[5] If you could be anywhere, where would it be?

: Everywhere!

[6] What was the last thing you drank?

: Ribena.

[7] What’s your favorite ice cream?..

: VANILLA FTW.

[8] Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?

: Yes. The INside. Cause I have books and stuff on the other side. Teheh.

[9] Do you know how to play poker?

: Nope.

[10] Ever stolen a street sign?

: I don’t remember.

[12] Do you wear any jeweleries?

: Nope. Ohh. Ear rings count right?

[13] What did you do before you started this survey?

: Read a thread on the boards.

[14] Do you still have clothes from when you were little?

: Yeah they’re all kept in boxes by my mom to give away when she can.

[15] What are you allergic to?

: Sponge I think. :S and dust.

[17] What is your middle name?

: No middle nameee.

[18] What were you doing an hour ago?

: Eating pasta for lunch. 😀

[19] Have you ever moved?

: Nope.

[20] Do you secretly love someone?

: I LOVE YOU! (though it’s not a secret anymore is it)

[21] Doing anything interesting tomorrow?

: Going to the city stadium for raptai sukan.

[22] Do you wear the seatbelt in the car?

: Why yes, yes I do.

[23] Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?

: Yeah. <_< heheh.

[24] Do you have any piercings?

: Yup.

[25] What’s something you really want right now, be honest?

: I want a lot of things right now but after I get em they won’t last.

[26] Do you like to text or call more?

: Call lah.

[27] What is the last thing you spent money on?

: Air sirap with the little black seed thingys in school.

[28] Where is the last person you kissed?

: My mom or dad, probably.

[29] What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?

: SWITCHFOOT CONCERT HOPEFULLY????

[30] Scared to fall in love?

: Nah. There are worse things to be scared about.

aaaand another one.

Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
* Nope.

Do you have a best friend?
* Yeah. 😀

Is it worth crying over a guy/girl?
* There’s nothing wrong with crying.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
* Closed. Got air-cond lah.

Are you good at hiding your feelings
* Sometimes.

Do you like to cuddle?
* Yeah. It’s warmer that way. xD

Is there any meaning behind your profile song?
* No profile song.

Do you believe what comes around goes around?
* Nope.

How do you feel about change?
* I don’t like change. But when it’s for the better it’s well, better. xD
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Have you ever cried from being so mad?
* Yep.

Has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?
* Nope. People keep thinking I’m crying though, when I’m not. Which is weird. D:

Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you?
* 😦 Smokey. and Timmy. and all my now gone hamsters. D:

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
* I think so yeah. But that’s mostly because they were looking for a reason to, in the midst of their sadness.

What are you listening to?
* Nothing. 😦

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
* I don’t think I’ve let anyone ‘go’. =/

Who did you last see in person?
* My brohh.

Are you listening to music right now?
* Nope.

Where is the next place you will travel to?
* THE TOILET.

Do you say sexy things a lot?
* Pshhh.

What is something you currently want right now?
* I want the ability to overcome procrastinationnn.

Are you typically a jealous person?
* Yep. 😀

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
* Idk.

Have you talked about marriage with another person?
* I think so yeah.

Would you consider adoption?
* Maybe.

If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
* Just tell lah. That’d be cool on its own. xD

Are you romantic?
* Idk.

Do you believe that you can change someone?
* Yeah.

Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
* Idk.

Do you think you’re wasting your time on the person you like?
* Idk.

Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
* Nope.

What were you doing this morning at 7am?
* Last-minute packing bag for school.

What time did you go to sleep last night and why?
* 7. It’s a LONG story.

What is usually the first thing you do when you wake up in the morning?
* Go back to sleep. xD

What is usually the last thing you do before you go to bed at night?
* Read or listen to music and then pray.

How much make-up do you usually wear?
* -20 % (there’s no unit for make-up is there? xD)

Do you have a crush on anybody right now?
* Idk.

Do your bf/gf smokes or drinks?
* Nope.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
* I don’t think so.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
* Nah.

When’s the next time you’ll see your closest friend?
* Today I think. But for a short while only. =/

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
* UH. Nobody. xD Probably Tee Ming when he was begging me to let him play L4D on my computer.

What are you looking forward to in the next 5 days?
* SUNDAY.

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
*HAHAHAHAH no.

What is something you like to do when you’re down?
* listen to music or talk to a friend.

I want to take more photos but my camera’s out of battery and I’m at my cousin’s house.

You know how they have pages on facebook like ‘I hate when I see ‘battery low’ on my cellphone’ well for me it’s for my camera. ><

Procrastination. Terrible, I tell you. Everyone procrastinates, but I think I’m one of those people who even procrastinate on long-term stuff. Like if my parents weren’t there to push me, I’d probably procrastinate on going to college, or whatever. Aaaaand, I’m terrible at replying to peoples messages online. Cuz I procrastinate, till it’s a few months later and it wouldn’t be appropriate to reply then, would it?

(I read and reply in my head to every single one of the messages I read though 🙂 but it doesn’t really matter if the other person doesn’t get my reply. foosho. I’m so selfish. )